sentimentality

So I believe I’m at a standstill right now when it comes to relationships.  Not just boy relationships, I mean real ones with friends and family too. And I feel like what I really need right now is a realtionship rejuvenation with alot of people.  Actually, what I really need to be doing right now is working on my ten page paper and studying for my three midterms this week.  But let’s leave that aside for a minute.

I wish there was some type of concrete way to go about achieving this rejuevnation with people.  I just feel like there are alot of relationships that need a jolt or a zap to get them back into place.  I’ve never been very good at repairing damages, my forte has moreso lied in just leaving the pieces where they lie and if they come back together, than so be it – and if they don’t, then so be that too.

 It’s not that I’m going through some sort of crisis with anything or anyone right now. It’s just a general feeling that I have about things.  Too many of my friendships/familyships arent deep enough.  Alot of this just has to do with me being at school and unable to keep contact alot, but it’s really something I’d love to fix somehow.  Shouldn’t they have a ‘for dummies’ book about this?

Love.